Thursday, 18 June 2015


It's not quite the summer I'd have hoped for, so far. But that doesn't make it bad, necessarily. It's just a bit difficult to get used to spring all over again after it had gotten so close to proper summer weather.


Oh well, at least there's been a bit of cycling going on. On new roads, mostly. There's a sad thing about getting used to stuff. Nice things. But of course if it drives you to find new things that are nice, it's not all bad.


Dark clouds do have their moments. There have been a few days recently when I'd look up and find the very definition of towering and ominous in the most awe-striking (if that is actually a word) sense.

I'm caught in what I can only explain as a feeling of time jumps. The real passage of time has ended up seeming stretched in some things and shrunken in others. I have the feeling that I should probably stop a little. Catch my breath, take stock of things.

But then the passage of time in the present seems so immediate and full of details and potential. There's a bit from some dialogue in a film that I'm reminded of. Let's see how omniscient Google is.... ha!
Did you ever have the feeling that you wanted to go.
But still had the feeling that you wanted to stay.
Something like that, but more with looking and turning away. Sort of. :)

There's always more things to do than time to do them in and at the same time more time than I want that slips by with seemingly less done than I probably should have.

Yes, sigh.

Currently: overcast and too cold for summer
Listening to: Darude - Out of control